him

 

I've only just realised that I really did love him

that I really thought so very much of him

that I still remember the things he said

that I still remember the things I said

and I still remember the things that I wished

when he laughed, when he smiled, when he touched me

when we cried, when we hugged, when he broke me,

And we said so much without making a sound

And I saw so much that wasn't there

But I never lost it enough not to care.

And then he was gone

and I missed him at first

but after a while, got over the hurt.

But never 'til now did I realise

that I loved him.

Only now do I realise

that I loved him.

Only now do I realise

that I love him.