- I can't kill myself today -
- Too many things have been
left unsaid,
- The truth is still locked
away in my head
- And I don't want to take it
to the grave with me.
- But then I don't want you
to
- Use it against me for the
rest of my life.
-
- I can't kill myself today -
- What if they were right
- And God really does condemn
us?
- Maybe he'll send me to hell.
- Maybe hell exists.
- Probably I'll like it there.
-
- I can't kill myself today -
- What if you didn't miss me
once I'd gone?
- I'd have to come back from
the grave
- And sing I will Survive,
- Act like a prick to get a
cheap laugh,
- Lessen my insecurity.
-
- I can't kill myself today -
- Because you still don't know
me.
- But perhaps I'll write a
poem
- about it instead, or a play
-
- Feed others the lines
- That I so desperately want
to say.
